i am being 100% truthful. you know that because i have had probably a few drinks to say the least. tequila is a wonderful thing. its going to take me a while to type this. 

I do not want to scare people off. I hope that one day i will connect and all will be well. only time will tell if anything happens at all. 

that polaroid picture thing i was talking about. what i’d have written would be to be perfectly comfortable with one person for as long as it takes. or something to that effect. i’ve never been 100% with expressing my feelings with words, which is perhaps why i’ve failed spanish. maybe i’d like to think of it as such.

wow i should type a little drunk all the time.

wow i should really have a diary.

after this i’m going to reblog anything appealing about dr who or ryan gosling or anything interesting. just to get rid of drunk message. but the thing is, its always good to get it off your chest.

my housemates are lovely people. its nice to live with them. i’d have never picked them as friends but thats the beauty of it.

uni is a strange yet wonderful place. everything is untouched so to speak. everyone seems to new to everything, so pure and  something….not deep really but its not a bad thing. i don’t see why we should always be going so deep. when you’ve connected with someone and you know its not love but you just feel so comfortable with them…

i dunno i just really want to find someone i can fall in complete and utter love with and for them to be the same back. how lovely would that be.

but thats just the drunk me talking so do take this with a pinch of salt (or sugar, depending on what you reckon?(don’t uite know what i’m on about now just so’s you know’s!))

could really see myself doing philosophy. that’d be fun, to think about stuff.

there’s this guy.

lets call him luka.

he was in my spanish class.

he reminded me of peter pan.

that is all.

end of story.